Where to sleep tonight?

Imperial College Library
4.40am

Its been almost 6 months now since i last edited this blog, and ive been homeless officially for around 4 months now.This whole drama of being homeless, was far less easy than i thought it was going to be.

Being homeless in London, or in bayswater to start with, is not something which i find to be too bizarre in the first place. I knew i had many friends house around this area which i could rely on.Further more, worse case scenario, i always have the Malaysia Hall to sneak in or just tidur lah atas bench mana mana.But of course that never happened ( I mean never did i sleep tepi jalan).

Things are getting worse and worse each day. At first i still had FOSIS to store all my stuff, now they want me to remove everything out. Not to mention all my post which i need to be keeping myself updated to very frequently of course with the BVC, Bills etc. On top of it all, are my beloved. Oh yes, there s like a whole mountain of them which i do not know how am i going to either ship them to Msia Hall or to Malaysia!

UKEC , like FOSIS, no matter how useless and unorganized it was or still is, are organisations of great importance to many many people. Like West Ham United, it has a large clientele base, but underperforming. And like West Ham United, they are in need of a rich Russian billionaire, or Malaysian/Saudi in the case of UKEC and FOSIS, to 'buy' ht organisation, put professional people in, and turn the organisation upside down.

I think the work we are doing in UKEC and FOSIS was really, up to the highest limit we could have, considering the sacrifice in time and money and career opportunity cost which some of us had to go through. Alhamdulillah, many now realise that UKEC and FOSIS are important base of young vibrant talent, either that of Malaysians or Muslim Students.

But if tomorrow both were to close shop so to say, who would really care? This is the problem. We want to bring the organisation to another level.Without full time officers in both organisation, it will continue to be , only ordinary organisation.What it need is a revamp for it to become extraordinary and produce more and more talent, either for Malaysia or for the ummah.

To do this, we need money, on top of the good people that we already have who are willing to sacrifice whatever they have for Malaysia, and for the Ummah.

Liverpool won today! Excellent stuff. im a United fan though. Im sure Nik Nazmi and Boy and Abe Khidir are celebrating back in KL. Takper, tomorrow is our turn to book our tickets to Athens :D

What am i doing in this imperial library? im homeless and this place is warm and i love it here!Tidur pun best jugak. I wish i could put my books in here..